Monday, July 2, 2012

My Solitary Confinement...

I just want to be FREE.

I know that may seem corny or even cliche  but it's what I want...

I know in my heart someone else is aching for the same...I am confident God desires for me to be transparent about it because others have thought it, said it, screamed or cried it at some point in their lives.  

#FACT: There are moments that we become overwhelmed and we feel the pressure begin to surround us as if we're in a small jail cell. 

#FACT: Those moments are so lonely they are indescribable. You can't cry out the pain and you can't fight the frustration.

# FACT: The worst part of this moment is that it remains a secret to the world around you.


~In my HEART I want to be FREE, so I can love without fear. In my MIND I want to be FREE, so that I'm no longer paralyzed by self doubt.  In my RELATIONSHIPS I want to be FREE so that I can be the vessel God has called me to be for others.~
~ME~
 

This blog is about my journey to FREEDOM in some respects but more so about my desire to help someone else avoid the mistake of self confinement.


This blog is about a young woman who lived many years lonely in crowds, full of secrets rooted in shame, the life of the party but dead in my own mind, defensive against the defenseless and angry at my own lack of peace. 


Until the day I discovered the window in my jail cell....and then EVERYTHING CHANGED. 


EVERYTHING CHANGED the day I let the SON shine in....

 *John 8:36*
 

   

6 comments:

  1. @Spivey thanks bro! I appreciate you taking out the time to read.

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  2. Congrats on the new blog Shawnee!! I'm looking forward to the great read :)

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  3. I will eagerly await the next post. Love and miss you girl!!!!!

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  4. Did i say i miss you????????

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    1. Thank you Rica! I love you too! I appreciate your support

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